pls...

saat ni...siyes mmg totaly sedih... ape perasaan korg bile actually korg mmg dh dapat smbung study...for ur degree..dlm kos yg korg mmg nak gile...tp at last dugaan yg dtg..korg kene stop study.... for sure..life korg akan rase gelap gile...terjatuh gile...malu gile..n down gile...and!!! same as me too!!! aku tgh laluinye..sekarang.
sedih sgt!!! but...aku try tuk amik mase sume ni...dan sedang masih cube tuk paami ape sume ni..21 years olg girl..da one in my family..yup aku tau..mama n abah sgt syg aku.. but pls..syasya rindu sgt zaman student lifestyle...going hang out with friends...watching movie....karoke....lepaking...n da important gossip.. totally aku rindu nak wat sume tu..yup kat perak..aku leh wat ape aku nk wat..as long aku tau jage diri aku..aku tau batas aku..but bile aku dh duk kat rumah ni nak dekat 4 bulan..without doing anything..honestly...im down rite now....menangis dlm ati sekuat2 nye...rindu kan zaman seorg remaja yg penuh dgn mase tuk blaja n hidup dlm zaman sbagai student..mean having fun with friends...ya allah..aku sedang cube memaafkan diri aku sendiri tuk ape yg jd kat diri aku.lame lagi aku nak smbung blaja....november!!! 2 months to go...too long!!! tired of being like diz...im not a baby...syasya tau sya berharga bg mama abah..but pls as long i know how to survive...and syasya tau mama abah tau sya boleh jage dir sya...but plz..sya x kan hancur kan kepercayaan tu.. ya allah..sedih nye aku mlm ni..ape hikmah sume ni..lg sedih bile aku kol and msg member2 aku kat perak...diorg ckp diorg tgh lepak...mkn2...jalan2...and me??????? just sit down and watch tv ...what ever is it..aku tau..ade hikmah yg amat besar and bermakna tuk sume dugaan ni..amin..love u mama ..abah..one day...sya akan wat mama n abah happy n bangga sbb ade sya ..even im da only one for u both...love sgt2 mama n abah..sory mama..abah..sbb sya ni degil..hehehe..tp sya comey :)