next!!!!!!

after..tennis elbow...ade bnde baru aku nak ajr korg sume..yeah..slip disc..hahaha...
penyakit ni berjaya buat aku menitis kan air mate aku sbagai gegurl yg berumur 21 tahun...satu per satu dtg kat aku..kekuatan yg ade berkat sokongan keluarge...kdg2 aku tau mereka pun penat..tp aku xpnah marahkan mereka..sbb kalau aku kat tempat diorg pun aku mest akan rase same mcm diorg rase..cume yg mampu aku ckp..syasya argai setiap org yg ade disisi syasya...
ok!!! back tp our class...today is..slip disc...

slip disc ialah :::

The disks are protective shock-absorbing pads between the bones of the spine. Although they do not actually "slip," a disk may split or rupture. This can cause the disk to fail, allowing the gel (which is part of the disk) to escape into the surrounding tissue. The leaking jellylike substance can place pressure on the spinal cord or on a single nerve fiber and cause symptoms of pain either around the damaged disk or anywhere along the area controlled by that nerve.

ok..disebabkan jd nye slip disc kat tulang pinggang aku plus tulang pinggul aku...bnde ni bnyak effert ke belah kanan aku..kaki aku belah kanan aku rase kebas...contohnye...kalo doctor cucuk pen kat due2 belah kaki aku..kaki kiri aku rase tajam nye pen tu..tp kaki kanan aku rase..eii geli nye..hahaha..
gile tul aku le wat lawak kan..
pastu...tuk repair blik disc ni...aku kne wat fisio..n tgok mcm ne..nnt aku kne inject..gile r..kat pinggang tu..mmg terbaik la kan... then..kite tgk plak mcm ne nnt...ehhehee


ok...tu je yg aku nk stori...xde mood ni..

salam dear blog..

setiap kesakitan...setiap masalah...setiap dugaan..mesti ade sebab n hikmah nye...
same as me too..kali ni aku warded buat kalo le 3..atas sbb sakit yg same..but now..pinggang aku lak ade effect..k..n now aku nye elbow de masalah..or di panggil tennis elbow...erm..bukan aku ckp..aku main tennis tau..huhu..so aku search kt internet...what mean of tennis elbow ni...

*The medical term for a tennis elbow injury is lateral epicondylitis. Lateral epicondylitis falls into the category of Repetitive Stress Injuries. Tennis elbow injury occurs when the ligaments are strained in with a movement being repeated again and again. An example of this repetitive stress could be poor backhand technique using the wrist rather than the arm to hit the ball. This repetitive stress creates many small tears in the tendons.

These tears happen because the tendons do not stretch. Repeated stress strains the tendon causing it to fray in a similar way that a rope frays. As the body adapts to this tiny tears with the creation of scar tissue. This scar tissue may build up and create a bumpy or irregular surface that may aggravate the tendon sheath.

so ni la serbe sedikit..tp bab pasal pinggang aku lak..blm diketahui lg..sbb nk kene wat mri..apape pun aku rase aku bnyak sgt susah kan mak ayah aku n susah kan org sekililing aku...erm..dh pkul 3 setengah ni..arini buke sorg...n sahur plak kat hospital..gile kesian..

pls...

saat ni...siyes mmg totaly sedih... ape perasaan korg bile actually korg mmg dh dapat smbung study...for ur degree..dlm kos yg korg mmg nak gile...tp at last dugaan yg dtg..korg kene stop study.... for sure..life korg akan rase gelap gile...terjatuh gile...malu gile..n down gile...and!!! same as me too!!! aku tgh laluinye..sekarang.
sedih sgt!!! but...aku try tuk amik mase sume ni...dan sedang masih cube tuk paami ape sume ni..21 years olg girl..da one in my family..yup aku tau..mama n abah sgt syg aku.. but pls..syasya rindu sgt zaman student lifestyle...going hang out with friends...watching movie....karoke....lepaking...n da important gossip.. totally aku rindu nak wat sume tu..yup kat perak..aku leh wat ape aku nk wat..as long aku tau jage diri aku..aku tau batas aku..but bile aku dh duk kat rumah ni nak dekat 4 bulan..without doing anything..honestly...im down rite now....menangis dlm ati sekuat2 nye...rindu kan zaman seorg remaja yg penuh dgn mase tuk blaja n hidup dlm zaman sbagai student..mean having fun with friends...ya allah..aku sedang cube memaafkan diri aku sendiri tuk ape yg jd kat diri aku.lame lagi aku nak smbung blaja....november!!! 2 months to go...too long!!! tired of being like diz...im not a baby...syasya tau sya berharga bg mama abah..but pls as long i know how to survive...and syasya tau mama abah tau sya boleh jage dir sya...but plz..sya x kan hancur kan kepercayaan tu.. ya allah..sedih nye aku mlm ni..ape hikmah sume ni..lg sedih bile aku kol and msg member2 aku kat perak...diorg ckp diorg tgh lepak...mkn2...jalan2...and me??????? just sit down and watch tv ...what ever is it..aku tau..ade hikmah yg amat besar and bermakna tuk sume dugaan ni..amin..love u mama ..abah..one day...sya akan wat mama n abah happy n bangga sbb ade sya ..even im da only one for u both...love sgt2 mama n abah..sory mama..abah..sbb sya ni degil..hehehe..tp sya comey :)

just searching..

tonite feel bored..so saje searching anything yg leh ilangkan my bored..then aku terjumpe smthing dat attract for me to read it..

• 10 Identifiable Signs of a Cheating Boyfriend

heheh..bace punye bace..yup..btl gak r kan..mmg sikit2 wujud kat sekeliling aku..

Your boyfriend is neglecting you: This is perhaps the most obvious sign that your boyfriend is loosing interest in you. For instance:

Boyfriend Making up excuses for not to be able to come over: Has it ever happened that you invited your boyfriend to your place and he rejected the offer making up some excuses? This is one of the first signs that your boyfriend could be cheating on you.

Guy not reaching to dates on time as before: Does he come late on dates and gives lame excuses that his work-load has increased and he will have to reduce the number of dates with you? A solid cheating sign to look out for.

Boyfriend forgetting Special Days: A guy who really cares about you will never forget those special days. Believe it or not guys have a tendency to forget birthdays and other special days like the day you first kissed or first met or first dated or first made love. These things do not matter a lot to the guy, but they do matter to the girl. So a good boyfriend will at-least make an active attempt to remember these dates by keeping a note of them.

If your guy does not wish you on these days, considering that he was wishing or gifting you on these days on previous occasions there is something wrong.

Change in Gifting Behavior of your boyfriend: Has the number of gifts that your guy used to present you reduced of-late? Chances are that he is spending all his money getting gifts for another girl. So unless and until your boy friend is going through some tough financial problems, this is something to look out for.

Change in the Frequency of Sex: This is one sign that you really need to look out for. For all this time you were with your boyfriend, you would certainly know his sexual appetite. So if there is a reduction then the only reason could be the presence of another woman. This is one sign of cheating that you can easily identify so look out for it.

Increase in the Number of Phone Calls and SMS: Is your boyfriend receiving more private phone calls and SMS than what he used to get? Does he walk up a distance before he even picks up the call? Does he read the SMS in such a manner that you don't get a chance to see it? All these are vital signs that your boyfriend could be cheating on you.

Boyfriend Acting Cautious: Does your guy get all jittery when you try to use his cell phone or go through his phone book? Or may be use his PC? There are chances that he is trying to hide something from you.

Accusing and Being Angry: These are signs that your boyfriend is trying to get to your nerves so you break up with him. He will try to accuse you of cheating or get angry at whatever you do.

Your Gut Feeling: Finally it all comes down to your gut feeling. Does your gut feeling say that your boyfriend is showing signs of cheating? Then chances are that you are actually right.

MAMA :)

jam tart mama on da way..hehehe..best nye...ni la hasil 6 biji nenas yg comey2 mama kopek..pastu buat jam..pergh!!! ni mmg knfem sedap ni..bile la nk bebuke ni..nk ratah sikit ni..hahahah

sedap nye jam ni...bile la biskut nk wat lak kan...

kerabu mangga...hehehe..idea from rest. santai...mmg sedap owh kerabu mangga ni...mama buat ni nk bawak g umah opah...yeah!!! laayannn~~~~mangga ni kutip depan rumah..hahaah

kerabu mangga...sedap!!!

ok..for da next menu mama buat ni..mmg aku x mkn la kan..tp ni kegemaran abah n opah...pucuk ubi gulai tempoyak kot..kot...heheheh..durian yg kitorg beli kt tmn melawati aritu..hahahah..mmg terbaik la...durian...

ni xtau nk stori..sbb sy x mkn.hehehe

arini post aku yg g satu ni....... nk tuju kan kat abg khairul n kak azreen..hahaha..mcm pelik je..di sebab kan bulan puase ni.n arini lagi sekali buke rumah opah sbb bday ayah ngah aku..mak aku pun prepare la smthing ...hahaha..pastu...mak aku de buat kuih tau...sedap....name kuih ni kuih cara..yg dlm die ade gule tu..

sedap nye korg....ehheehe..mest nnt krol suh kamu buat ni..

mama siap kan bahan2 nk wat kerabu mangga..sbb kegemaran aku..hehehe..

pastu mama siap kan bahan2 tuk wat yee mee goreng owh...tuk anak die sorg ni..mcm2 kan aku ni.....heheheh...

ni lak tuk wat yee mee.hahah..tuk sy mkn bebuke nnt :)

mmg bnyak kerenah....mama layan kan je..kalo mama x nk layan dh..mama sound je anak die ni..hehehehe...

ok2...setle pun aku stori makanan ni..dh r arini sakit perut...le plak cirit-birit perut ni..tlg2....dh dekat 8 kali g tandas, sebaik sh pkul 4..so tahan je la...pape pun..kak azreen dgn abg krol post arini ni tuk korg..heheh..kuih cara sedap~~~~smlm buli syasya kt fb..padan muke...hehehe

salam dear blog..

allhamdulliah...bulan ramadhan ni..aku jumpe sikit demi sedikit hikmah tuk semua yg jadi kt diri aku..aku bagia dgn family aku..tp..tetibe aku rase rindu sgt arwah atuk..rindu sgt mlm ni..tibe2 sentap gile ati aku...syasya tau atuk mest happy kalo nmpak syasya dh bnyak berubah skrg....syasya doakan atuk tenang dekat sane...

yg buat aku rase cam sunyi lg..bile kwn kecoh aku xde dekat dgn aku..bertambah lg aku skrg duk je rumah..lg la kosong je rase..rindu gile owh nk gossip dgn kakak aku tu...org sume sibuk skype..tp aku mcm xle nk skype...aku tkut sedih owh..konon2 wat2 gelak..tp siyes bnyak bnde nk ckp..lain r dr slm skype dgn depan2..hahah..dr kecik die kwn gaduh aku...kwn gossip aku.kwn rahsie aku..bile gaduh..due2 nk bocorkan rahsie..yg xle blah aku slale kaco die time mandi...

rindu nye!!! rindu atuk.. rindu kak ina...

eiii pehal aku mlm ni mcm ni....siyes weh...sunyi gile tetibe mlm ni.....

dear blog...

for long time i think...for the long time im searching...i have seen n i have found it rite now...

mayb sikit2 i have found why allah make it like dis..

allhamdullilah.... at diz ramadhan i try to find back as zaidatul on the past2 year...

best...totally im happy rite now...lg2 bulan ramadhan ni....

mama masak sedap2..layan kerenah aku..hehehe...cian2....

pastu...aku pk2 blik nape nk sedih kan....bln ni puase..pastu raye...pastu konvo...pastu masuk la blaja...hhehehehehe...

best!!!!

hope fully xde org yg sakit ati..npe ek nak sakit ati...setiap org ade kelebihan n kekurangan masing2...setiap org ade rentak n jalan hidup korg yg dh sedia catiti dlm lohmahfuz.. jadi trime n sabar utk dpt keredhaan allah...wah!!!! zai....amin~~~~hehehe

thanx to all my family.....my uncle...my auntie..cazen aku..hahahha...sentiase support aku....kdg2 ni semua buat kn kite jd kuat...

one more thing zaidatul aisyah!!!! be positive!!!! yeah!!!

to....

today aku totally down sgt tetibe..ntah la...aku pikir blik ya allah lame nye aku duk rumah.anye sbb kan tu aku rase segan gile ...aku suh org teman kan aku jalan2..teman aku g tgk wayang...teman g mkn... mama pulak aku suh bawak aku g bazar...mcm lifestyle aku dekat mimet...rindu sgt sume ni..maksud aku..aku rindu lifestyle student.aku nk blaja...sedihnye....

down..down...n down.....sedih sgt...smpai bile org leh layan aku..org lain pun bnyak gak urusan...

tp aku mcm dah lost gile..aku jd mcm x yakin selagi aku x smbung degree ni...knp dugaan berat mcm ni.. sori mama..abah..sori awk...

sya selalu susah kan semua org...

help!!!!

ya allah..aku mmg dh bosan gile tahap ape ni.... gile lame aku dh duk umah...sori mama n abah..sebab syasya asyik duk umah je....bile la blh masuk blaja ni...aku dh x tau nk watpe owh...

bile dah besar2 mcm ni...segan pun ade gak dgn mama n abah..sbb beban kan diorg...

sedih nye..kwn2 sume g blaja aku lak duk umah..nak kate pointer x cukup elok..dh terlebeh elok....

so, tungu je la...

mama abah...sya minx maaf..ishhhh..malu nye ...

serius owh...bile dh umur mcm ni..xpatut aku asyik susah kan diorg...

lmbt nye bulan 11 ni.... emmm

love

trust in me...pecaye x kalau cinta tu blh buat kite happy..tp sekelip mate blh buat kite sakit..

being as a gurl who always be love...form my mama n abah...kdg2 aku rase x pelu dah love cupid yg terbang2 tu..but actually for da honest things is..i need it..

n thanx god...i finally found it..but kdg2 trauma yg dulu make me feel more beware..ahaha.

then...suddenly i found a guy...dat sgt la pelik bgi aku...yup aku mula kan dgn berkawan..ahahah..

tp masalahnye pemikiran both of us bebeze sgt2...kdg2 gduh tu mcm ape je....

dear my love blog....

what should i do... im a human dat had a feeling...be in love and wanna be in love...

huh?!! ape aku jiwang ni..what ever is it...i have my study...n i have a happy family...n im becoming will be in love again..can i?

so... me...a girl dat have a big ambition to be an engineer...trying to get what i want...

p/s: mama jgn tnye bnyak2 k...hehehehe :P

durian ......

hehehe...mlm ni before puase..aku n mama makan durian ..weeeehuuuuu..

6 biji 10 hinggit..bayangkan..pastu...confir kitorg dpt free 1...pakcik tu mmg dh kenal kitorg due ni...pengunjung setia...heheh..sedap owh...gile nye r kan makan durian melawati..pastu mama beli buah rambutan NAGRO..hahah..rambutan pun ade Neeegerrrr tau...ala..buah PULASAN name melayu die..ahaks.... sedap2.. duduk berdue sambil beborak mcm2..pastu dh kenyang kitorg gerak umah opah....dah bergosip itu dan ini.kitorg g plak pekene Mcd..

p/s: kak misah..sya dh dapat dh bodek mama...hahah.ayam spicy wajib...ice lemon tea pun wajib..

mcm ni la life aku..now lebeh kepada family..best nye....dulian...sedap owww...hahahha..gile dulian tul la aku ni..

MAMA :)

hehehe...mama mest tgok ni.... :p

wah..rupenye even mak aku xde blog..tp die sgt2 la update ttg blog anak die ni..

hahha..sampai kene perli aku..."story of me"."story of me"

yes!!! diz is my mother... mcm kawan baik aku rite...

sume pendapat ..sume mesti aku tnye mama..even pasal "love"

ehehhehe...best nye mama mcm ni..tp kalo mama pokpek...tahan je telinge..

coz die tau ape yg terbaik utk anak die yg banyak songeh ni..

love u mama :)

love u mama :)

love u mama :)

chill zai :)

yeah..ari semakin ok..kesihatan semakin ok...life semakin ok..

berkat dorongan dari keluarga tercinta...

yup...btl ckp org..allah hanya akan uji hambanya selg die tau hambanya mampu untuk

hadapi..alhamdullillah..hidup aku makin ok..jujur..aku tenang sgt skrg..

dgn ade nye keluarga yg penuh kasih syg...

aku rase idup aku bererti sgt...

skrg..aku nk terus kan idup aku dgn buku baru...

aku nak sihat..n aku nk lawan setiap penyakit..dgn adenye izin dr allah..insyallah...

amin....